911 fanfiction buck ignored
Eddie was cleaning out one of the drawers in Buck's bedside table when he froze and sat down on the bed hard. But its fine because eventually my boss will fire me again and none of my friends will want to hang out with me anymore. in which Evan "Buck" Buckley is an aviator, Eddie Diaz is jealous, and Chimney would really like to know why that man's name is Bradley Bradshaw. Firehouse 118 Crew (9-1-1 TV) A year after what seemed like a fever dream, Buck is actually thinking his life has turned around. Buck had brought an old polaroid with him in the plane, the one his dad had given him when he went off to basic flight training. He never wanted it to happen to him, and then he met Eddie Diaz. - Pero respondiendo a tu pregunta, no hay nada que me tenga ansioso o preocupado, todo est bien. It occurs to Eddie later this is the closest hes ever been to punching a superior. Buck and Eddie's relationship through the years, but through the eyes of Hen. Tagged as Buddie because chances are, it'll happen eventually.Tagged as Minor Character Death because they're first responders not super-heros. No one on the team knows exactly what happened back then. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. Buck loved Eddie's hugs. After meeting with the lawyer and his team, Buck is distraught. The F18 responded beautifully to his every touch, going faster or slower with barely more effort than a thought. AU. This would be fine, if it werent for the fact that Eddie had abandoned Buck in the parking lot with his pants undone. Thats exciting, youve been wanting to get more involved, right? Hes trying to ignore the trepidation, thinking about his girlfriend being the face of unsolved crimes, but hes trying to be supportive. "I want to go with Eddie" The words were stumbling past his lips before his medicated mind could catch up to what he was asking for. In the grand scheme of things, there are worse things someone could do to cope. What will their lives be like? Because here is Buck, standing there with his hands grasping the edges of the counter in a death grip and head dropped to his chest. Well, I know youre probably use to eating MREs butBobbys been teaching me how to cook. Athena had managed to knock some sense into Bobby and he was finally welcomed back to the 118 with open arms. Especially not after the week he's been having. He loved the feeling of flying; the strange part of him felt grounded the higher he went, more connected to himself the more altitude he gained. Work Search: You should talk to him. He muttered as more of an afterthought. Feeling like he had no other choice, Buck took the money and decided to start over. Eddies mouth drops into a little o of understanding. ), Buck hates this, he doesn't know how to help Chris or Eddie and he's pretty sure that he's spiraling so far out of control that he is never going to get it back. Its a beautiful night, a full moon shines down illuminating everything. She has an older sister Kathleen who is 15. Eddie doesnt need help, despite everything thats happened. He never saw her again after that, and he's never gathered the courage to look her up and find out which path she took. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. Eddie pines a lot here (how can I blame him) but he gets what he wants. Eddie is holding out hope that Buck had just accidentally fallen asleep there and he really didnt think that when Eddie said Youre always welcome to the other half of the bed Buck he wasnt being serious. Distantly, he thinks the answer feels within his reach, the one he knows will let him stay, but the lines of it are blurry and he cant really see it, cant really figure out what it is trying to say to him. In front of the man he left behind all that time ago because he simply couldn't stay. Every time he said it made Eddie believe him less and less. I just left the 118, He defends and she shakes her head. Eddie thinks his boys are safe, but is soon to discover the complete opposite. Buck gets burned at work and worries that he's blown his shot with Eddie when he runs late to meet his friends. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit), Hed hit the ground, wind knocked out of him, but it didnt matter because Buck was stranded, suspended in the air as a perfect, unmoving target for the next strike. Always alone. You dont deserve him, Eddie says. Please give me another chance? You promised me, Eddie. Buck smiles at Eddie and then continues. But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you. Buck pushed the plane past Mach 1 and was rounding on Mach 1.5, enjoying the roar of the engine and the steady vibration of the plane under him. If Buck weren't so tired, he might have teared up a little when he imagined the worried look in his big sister's eyes. Or Bucks nervous about his first day as Captain of the 118 but Eddies there to encourage him because he knows Buck can do it. When he wasn't completely ignoring Buck he would yell at him for even the most minor screw up. I just worry, I want you to be safe, but I want you to be great too.. He was powerless against the Diaz boys and wanted nothing more than to be swept up in their everything. after the lawsuit, buck is still shunned by the 118. he doesn't show it to them but it affects him so much he tries to take his own life. Buck finally reached his magic awakening, where it would be unbound. And that gorgeous purple curled hair.he's never seen hair so thick.not since. Athena joins Buck on a journey where he learns to put himself first. Has he left the station in two days?, Bobby blew out a breath of air and shook his head. He slowly leafed through the papers in his hand, his eyes tearing up without permission. Buck is about to reach his. A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. will I ever write the Buckley parents as nice? I blame Frank.) Please consider turning it on! Eddie moves to LA after divorcing his wife. He wants to sleep but he has to wait for Eddie to arrive home from his shift. this is the story from the nurse, the morning after his plan failed. Eddie tells Buck what he needs to hear. will I ever write the Buckley parents as nice? At the time, it felt like a sign, like destiny when they woke up the next morning hungover and to a snow-covered outside. And it won't be easy to see the once so cheerful firefighter carefree again. Hes reached through fire and over cliff sides, across blood-soaked asphalt and between a decades worth of trauma, all for Eddie. I'm yours, you know I'm yours, and fuckthat sounded so good to finally let out, I love you, not anyone else. Buck's focused on the hose, on the strategic aim of the water, when Eddie comes up to him, shouting over the wall of rain. after the lawsuit, buck is still shunned by the 118. he doesn't show it to them but it affects him so much he tries to take his own life. I have Johnson babysitting him, to make sure he actually sleeps.. Buck is dejected. 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Buck thought that Eddie felt the same, that their feelings of more than just being platonic best friends was mutual. Buck hears about Daniel, the team ignores him, everything falls apart but one night it breaks; without having anyone disappears to look for himself. Buck shrugs half-heartedly. Why is he on edge all the time? Youve worked hard to achieve this without anyone giving you anything. Theyve been through a few before. - Cmo sabes que no me haba quedado dormido? Okay, I know, I know. He gets that shes not going to be running into danger, its less about her being in dangerous situations and more the risk she might be in. Bucks hit by lightning and Eddies has no choice but to wait for him to wake up. Because of misunderstandings, no one realizes he is kidnapped when he takes the ambulance to the shop for repairs. Bobby Nash. (Oh yeah, and Eddie is surprisingly vulnerable. Maddie places her hand on his cold ones and tilts her head so she can see Buck's face clearly, but something twists her heart when she notices the tears glistening his brother's blues. Hi honey, He breathes out happily as he drops his head back down. Hes shocked at the things he sees because all of the ingredients are sitting on the kitchen table and Eddies just looking at them like he doesnt know what to do first. He pops his head up, a smile growing across his face when he sees Taylor on the screen. Buck left the 118 six years ago and he only kept in touch with Chris. Hes also pissed at me for some reason and it kind of feels like we broke up a few hours ago and I dont know why. Work Search: Delirious almost as he stumbles to the couches where Eddie has settled down. And today is one of those rare occasions. No one on the team knows exactly what happened back then. Yea, that would be stupid. But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you. He tells no one. Buck suddenly came up behind him then, leaning so they were pressed back-to-back, Buck moving his shoulders from side to side. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him. You know this job because youve lived and breathed it every day for the last 12 years. At the time . Buck, you did something no other Captain has ever done and thats extraordinary., Buck lowers his head and whispers, I just IId feel a lot better if you were going to be there with me.__________. Buck is heartbroken after his team doesn't forgive him for the lawsuit. Buck couldnt be blamed for falling in love with his neighbour. Why didn't you tell me you were hurting this bad?, Buck closed his eyes, you don't tell people you're not okay, he said. He has been hiding his dragon's existence since he joined the 118. After the tsunami, Buck's feeling adrift and uncertain. All rights reserved Bucks too good to walk away from. (Which, as they realized later, should have been the first clue that something was not right with Buck. Good for him, that Mac will always be there for him. Athena Grant and Bobby Nash are Evan "Buck" Buckley and Maddie Buckley's Parents, Maddie Buckley Acting as Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parental Figure. . What will happen when Chris shows up on his doorsteps one day and asks him to come back? this is basically a collection of shorts and what if's that have been on my mind for a while. And you're holding me really tight, like you don't want me to leave. Buck relaxes his body a little, damn, maybe he's anxious without realizing it. Why does the word Family cause a visceral reaction? "Sir, please just-" Bucks head was low, eyes trained on the ground, shoulders pulling upwards as he cowered away from the man. My dom partner ended up showing up at the one good thing I had going for me and Im just waiting for my friends to realize I cant compete with Mr. She had woken up to a dark figure in the room. He wanted to name her after some one strong and graceful so he chose Elsa and Sapphire was chosen due to it representing Nobility. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. They don't mob him. originalcharacter 911tvshow fanfic +19 more # 3 When Danger Strikes by Alexa Rose 3.2K 74 2 Yet there are still things they don't know. Buck was standing right behind his freind and tapped him on the arm as a signal to head out. And sure enough, as it always does, Bobbys patience pays off. His whole form is trembling like a fucking leaf and his chest is rising and falling unevenly with each ragged breath and with the way hes trying to hold back the whimpers stuck in his throat, Buck looks like he is on the edge of falling apart. An exhausted Buck needs Eddie to make it all better. He would hold on for that voice if he could - he thinks he wants to try, if only so he never has to hear the pain laced through every syllable coming from their mouth. Buck gets up and walks into the kitchen. But to answer your question, there's nothing that has me anxious or worried, everything is fine.. Bad Things Happen Bingo: Sensory Deprivation, Ch 1: Eddie's POV of the Lightning Strike and aftermath.Ch 2: Bobby's POVCh 3: Buck's POV, Pre-6b Speculative Fic.So spoilers of sorts if you haven't seen the promos/clips. He'd missed it. Hed been trying so hard to get himself ready, to prove that he can do this tonights celebration at Bobby and Athenas is supposed to be a triumphant return. They continue looking into each others eyes. Then he puts his eyes back on the road and hits the gas pedal.________________________. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Eddie Diaz was jealous, Buck was way too popular not only with women but with everyone. Experimentally, Evan looks down at his hands and bunches them both into fists. He loved this place, loved this job, but he often felt unwanted. They could hear the rain plumping against the window, the soft sounds decreasing Buck his anxiety. Who is this man? He let an arm fall over Bucks back, placing a large hand going over the shoulder that was pressed into the bed. Only that the captain lost 2 of his 3 children. Taylor ''catches'' Buck and Eddie sleeping together. He'd grown up hearing the stories of soulmates, which was rare. Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz. They are surprised that he is back in town and is with the LAFD.They are even more surprised when they learn he is a single father. It did hurt though." Maddie said. Maybe with a little help, you can even begin to heal. Buck had been hopeful that Eddie inviting him to his bosss house to meet his friends and co-workers meant that they were taking a step in the right direction. OR: Almost exactly ten years after Buck leaves home to avoid more heartbreak, Eddie returns into his life, and it seems that closure was never an option in the first place. There was something holy about it, as though he were a fallen angel, a sacrifice to the gods and his only saving grace, his only hope at survival being Eddie.He began to run, regardless of the danger that he was putting himself in because his mind only had one thought and one thought only.Buck. Hes grabbing at his chest because he cant catch his breath. "Come on, man. I deleted it after a short time because it had many mistakes.Many have asked if I can post it again. On the edge of breaking down Buck cant sleep and Eddie sees. After the lawsuit, the team doesn't realize how badly Buck is doing.
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